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Not gonna lie to you guys. In the start of this week I heard a very bad news about my mother and since then I was feeling mentally unwell thinking about a lot of stuff and what it should be done. Next week I’ll try to release it in Tuesday.
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P.S. We found a TLer, but now we need one Editor and TV encoder so many more titles can be released by us! But even if you are not, you are more than welcome to join us!
Thanks for the new episode!
(I hope Your mother will be safe and sound asap… I know what You’re going through, I’ve a similarly situation regarding my father! Good luck!)
Hey man. Fuck releasing anime. Be well and take care of yourself. If you are still feeling unwell it’ll be better to go and visit your mother. Anime can wait.
Hope your mother is well~
Better visit your mother soon as possible
Anyway, Sankyu for the release
Thanks for the release, and hope everything works out okay with your mom!
Thank you very much, guys! The problem is that she was already sick with almost if not uncurable sickness and because of it she got another one. This sickness happens to every 3rd woman that is more than 50 years old. If she stops to do the treatment for it, it’ll be like when you go to gym and after few months you stop going there and there’ll be no result, so she must continue until she passes away. The problem is that she might have to stop to work in the next few years and she’ll need me and I can’t even support myself, let alone her. Finding a stable job it’ll be better, yet I never had one. All the worries are killing me.
In that case releasing anime on the internet should be the least of your priorities or concerns. It’s nice of you to do so, but you should probably put it on the backburner for a bit, until you can figure things out. If your Mom can’t work due to illness, won’t the state in your country take care of her bare minimum needs? Doesn’t your country have social welfare? I’m only asking because from what you said it sounds like she will need you to support her in order to manage, which sounds worrying indeed.
She works overseas and they will give her a pension if things gets worse, but she needs someone to her side more than the money.
Ouch. Sorry to hear about that, I can guess what sicknesses you’re talking about. Yeah, having to go on a permanent medication/therapy regiment is definitely not easy. You are right, effectiveness of medication is extremely dependent on properly taking them. I’m sure you’ve heard all this before so I wont repeat.
Worrying is natural but the key is to do everything you can to address the causes of the worries instead of being paralysed by stresses. Try not to allow yourself to think too much about the variables not in your control and put all efforts into those that are. A good crying or venting to a listening ear also helps, a lot. You can do this, everything will be ok.
I’ll refrain from offering any unsolicited advice, I do know those can come off sounding arrogant and or even insulting even if (perhaps especially if) coming from the very best of intentions. What I will tell you is your mother needs you. Go be there for her, parents are ones closest family. Do spend some time for treating yourself from stresses, the best way is cardiovascular physical activity, such as running. Try to avoid methods of relaxation where you are alone with your thoughts (such as video games) those have a habit of actually increasing worries. This has to do with how the brain works. By doing physical activity in times of stress the brain focuses first on the physical strain allowing you to relax from the stresses (think of it like a hack that allows you to bypass thoughts of stress). But being sedentary triggers your brain into finding the most “threatening” thing to you and focuses on that, which usually is going to just lead to overthinking whatever it is that is stressing you.
Have no concern for anime work, go be there for your mom and take care of yourself. Hobbies are just that; simple recreations that are nothing to be concerned over. Wish you the best.